Too much has happened since I wrote here last and I don't feel like filling in all of the blanks. I'd rather just start where I am now.
But I feel the need to bare my heart, soul, and thoughts somewhere.
PC has been on vacation with his family all week. That makes for a very hard week for me. He's been great though and has stayed in touch as best as he can. Including 2 nights in a row having more than a 2 hour conversation before falling asleep. I'm glad for that. And still hate that he's on vacation with them.
He is STILL on vacation next week. Just in a different place.
But then....
I'm meeting him at the airport when he flies in from family vacation and we are headed on our own vacation!
THAT I CAN'T WAIT FOR
4 full days of just me and him
We need this.
I need this.
Ok what else is going on..........
~ I've been spending a lot of time with some girlfriends online - I'm damn lucky!
~ I'm about to have my first brazillian wax - I'm excited and terrified all at once
~ It was exactly one year ago that I moved out. No divorce yet - but in the next month or so it will be finished.
~ I want to have sex with a girl
Ok I'm done. This is a pretty decent start back I think. Not that anyone is reading anymore. But I want to have some of this in writing for ME.
xxx,
DD